Benrik diaries - It's not a science

My mind's way off today. Had a strange yesterday evening and now I'm trying to get back into things again. Bright sides and views.

I'm re-reading my favourite book right now. "Expedition L" by Erlend Loe. That cheers me up.

"We must incidentally, make clear from the beginning that if a thing is not a science it's not necessarily bad. For example love is not a science. So if something is said not to be a science, it doesn't mean that there’s something wrong with it; it just means that it's not a science."

That's a direct quote from the book when Erlend quotes Richard P Feynman.

I've been carrying around the H&M catalogue lately. Thought I’d take it to work and have a look inside when I didn't have much more to do. It came in handy this morning when I was waiting for my sandwich to get done.
I took a pen and started marking things I'd like to have. Just as when I was a kid and the catalogue with toys came (just before Christmas) I marked most things that had a touch of pink.
This time I got around to marking a red top. Not sure if I'm gonna order it tho', maybe I’m just one of those persons who likes to mark things.


My idea was to sexually harass myself all day.
It started off really good with me grabbing myself this morning. I said "Lilla stumpan" to myself and winked.
Strangely enough I kind of liked it.
I thought I was going to be more offended then that.
So I figure this mission has failed so far since I don't really feel harassed.
I'm trying to come up with something that's really gonna break me.

Meanwhile I've started a crime novel with an "H".
That went well.