Jag har svårt för att rätta mig efter regler och auktoriteter. Igår kom jag på att det beror på att när jag var liten svek alltid vuxenvärlden fastän jag var ett väldigt lydigt litet barn, som alltid ville göra rätt och passa in.
Man lär sig läxor hela tiden.
Som ansvarstagande vuxen vet jag bara inte hur jag ska ta tag i sånt som blivit en grundbult till hela ens syn på hur världen fungerar. Man vill ändra på saker, man vill inte återgå...
Förresten... man är ingen riktig tjej om man inte köper "Tracys Hämnd" och ser alla avsnitten på en gång... bara för att man inte kan låta bli.
Folke got invited for Whiskey by his new neighbours.
That's a very manly thing to do. I've yet to be invited for Whiskey by any female friend and if I asked my neighbour she'd think I was a drunk. But men seem to do it all the time, as a sign of acceptance.
We of course have other signs - like shopping... It's just that I prefer Whiskey .
Today I had an aquard conversation with my Godson (I'll call him God for short in this following transcript).
God: Hi Me: Hi Me: How are you? God: Fine. [Silence] Me: What are you doing? God: Microwaving a soup. Me: Ok. [Silence] Me: What else are you doing? God: Watching TV. [Silence] Me (runing out of questions to ask): So... when are you coming over to visit? It was such a long time ago... God: I don't know you have to ask my mother.
Conclusion: I'm taking God to see "Patrik 1.5" next Saturday.
I also heard, while talking to Gods mother, that he wanted pancakes. Pancakes seems to be the flavour of the day since I previously during the day got this recepie for sugar-pancakes.
1. Make a bunch of pancakes. 2. Leave them in the fridge for one day. 3. Cut the pancakes into slices 4. Fry them with sugar (maybe brown) 5. Congrats, job well done!
Robert Downey Jr is playing a black dude in "Tropic Thunder". Of course you hear upset voices about the injustice in this. Who is he coming here playing a black guy and making fun of characteristics of blackness?! It's just yet another way for white people to keep us down!
I take the complete opposite point of view because of the following. Why then is it ok for blacks to portray whites, which has been done numerous times. I'm not buying Eddie Murphy's various characters (black and white and women) being created to keep the subjects of those jokes down, it just for fun. Another important point, I do not complain about men playing women on the wide screen, which actually is the same thing. The first time I recall that happening is by Fatty Arbuckle way back in the silent movies, since than it's been done more times than I can count while women playing men hasn't happened quite as often. When women finally play men it usually doesn't happened in the name of fun. Why is that? If one wants to argue about the injustice between races being confirmed by movies I suggest one looks at it from the way that the portray is being done. In the early Fatty Arbuckle movies women wasn't the sharpest of brains and men usually portrayed them to get away from something (a chore or a crock)... which one could argue was a way of keeping us down. But Roberts character in "Tropic Thunder" bares no resemblance to that what so ever, in fact he is quite the opposite which proves to me that; when you portray another group of people it's another way of saying "I accept you and your differences". And I do believe that if you can not be laughed at, you're not worth taking that serious neither.
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Oh and while on the subject... Robert Downey Jr AND Jude Law in one and the same Sherlock Holmes movie! Kaahshwing!!!
Yes I've found yet another reason to be happy to be alive.
I'm reading Drew Barrymores autobiography and in it she's talking about her years of addiction. That girl smoked allot of pot. Anyway, she raises an interesting thought about, marijuana per se and says: Addictive or not, I had problems and marijuana helped me escape them, which in itself became an addiction.
Being since I've never tried a illegal drug in my entire life (nor had the urge too) I've been puzzled as to what opinion to take. I am against it but I don't want to be like one of them who looks down on drugs just because someone says they're bad. But either way Drews point is interesting and probably very accurate.
Only, then I ventured on in my hazy mind and thought about what the natural shape of a human might be? If you take away problems and material stuff what's left? Who needs a cloud of marijuana to inhale when one could just think about that question for a while...?
I don't know who and what we are, but I know that the Navaho Indians believe that everything in nature is striding towards beauty, which in their opinion is the natural shape of things. On that note... I do believe drugs and all escapism keeps all of us from being who we really are, in whatever shape that might be...
Here's someone who did alot of drugs singing about a girl from a country known for heps of substance-use: