Words From MySpace - Throwing sand

Throwing sand

I'm 30!
A grown up, skilled in the art of:
Karate - No
Kung Fu - No
Ju Jitsu - No
Sumo Wrestling - No
Throwing Sand - Yes

Just nu lyssnar : Songs in the Key of Life Av Stevie Wonder

Words From MySpace - Carry On!

Today we woke up to a new order. I doubt anything will change much por feel different. Perhaps it's even good, though it's not according to what I myself voted for.

The bowling season started last monday.

Yes I've decided to publish the results of my projects. Although I gave the first one away as a birthdaypresent this past friday. My friend turned 40 and that's not an everyday-thing to do.
She got that bag I did with the inscription: Carry on!

Just nu lyssnar : At Last Av Cyndi Lauper

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Today I've promoted a yarn-store.
I've also worked on getting my hair really soft. All it took was some moaning in the shower, for no apparent reason at all.

Words From MySpace - Maze

I guess I'm having the most horrific week this year.

The funeral was a mess that lasted days afterwards, since now my grandmother's a complete mess due to chock. Her son is dead. I completly understand that's just as hard when you're 80 as it would be if you were 40. She's avoiding us and keeps herself busy preparing for her own and my grandfathers funeral.
To top it all my grandfather has althzeimers...

My duties at work are too shatered, I can't keep a straight mind. And life is a maze you want to get into.

On the bright side I've got these projects inspirering me on my free time. I'm making bags, calenders, glowes and amazing mixed cd's.

I'm hoping tomorrow's a good day.

Just nu läser : Scar Tissue Av Anthony Kiedis

Words From MySpace - Smokin'

gave up smoking around the age of 20 and managed to stay non-smoking for 3 months. Until I caved in. I came to the conclusion that I acutually liked smoking, liked the taste, the social bennefits and the way it relaxed my body.

A couple of years later after hearing my father coughing rellay hard after 30-smothing years as a smoker. At that point I promised my self not to end up like that. At some point I knew I had to stop smoking so I decided to stop smoking befor turning 30.
30 seamed like a good age cause by then I would have smoked for half my life. Which speaks for it self. It's a long time, plenty of smoke and half a fortune. To continue 15 years more really would make me seam like a dumbass.

During the past weekend. I felt time closing in on me. "I should stop this week" I thought and then... "But this really isn't a good week to quit smoking, I've got too much to do."
Monday passed and Thuesday. And then I thought "There's never a good week to stop is there? There's always some excuse to go on smoking. One could always come up with some reason."

So, as of yesterday I gave up smoking. And I am trying realy hard to see myself as a person with one less addiction.
I am a non-smoker.